My mind is going through WAY too much stress right now. Upcoming schedule:
February 26: Chemistry lab exam
March 3: Biology formal lab report due
March 5: Chemistry midterm
March 10: Biology presentation
March 11: GEOG 100 midterm
March 13: Biology midterm
On top of that, I've been going through emotional stress as well. Yesterday, I was hurt by a close friend who apparently thought it was okay to use me. Thankfully, it's mostly resolved now.
Today, I endured the most spectacular 15-minute verbal beatdown from my parents. EVER. I couldn't call them today because I was busy studying for tomorrow's lab exam, and they were PISSED. They kept yelling, "DON'T YOU DARE TREAT US LIKE SHIT" and shit like that.
I checked my email inbox shortly after:
11:17pm: CALL HOME OR I WILL DISCONNECT YOUR CELL SERVICES
11:18pm: CALL HOME OR I WILL DISCONNECT YOUR CELL SERVICES
11:18pm: CALL HOME OR I WILL DISCONNECT YOUR CELL SERVICES
11:18pm: CALL HOME OR I WILL DISCONNECT YOUR CELL SERVICES
11:19pm: CALL HOME OR I WILL DISCONNECT YOUR CELL SERVICES
11:19pm: CALL HOME OR I WILL DISCONNECT YOUR CELL SERVICES - this is your last warning
11:19pm: CALL HOME OR I WILL DISCONNECT YOUR CELL SERVICES -- this is your last warning
11:20pm: CALL HOME OR I WILL DISCONNECT YOUR CELL SERVICES
11:20pm: CALL HOME OR I WILL DISCONNECT YOUR CELL SERVICES -- look like I will take back the cell phone
11:21pm: CALL HOME OR I WILL DISCONNECT YOUR CELL SERVICES
11:21pm: do not test me - CALL HOME OR I WILL DISCONNECT YOUR CELL SERVICES
11:22pm: CALL HOME OR I WILL DISCONNECT YOUR CELL SERVICES
11:22pm: CALL HOME OR I WILL DISCONNECT YOUR CELL SERVICES
11:23pm: CALL HOME OR I WILL DISCONNECT YOUR CELL SERVICES
11:23pm: CALL HOME OR I WILL DISCONNECT YOUR CELL SERVICES
11:23pm: don't be surprise if your cell phone doesnot work
11:24pm: ok ... look like we will disconnect your phone service
My parents gave me this shit about not having the time to talk to them. WOW OKAY. I'VE BEEN BUSY. PRE-MED TRACK FUCKING SUCKS. BIO AND CHEM FUCKING SUCKS. Then they get pissed off because I have time to talk to Roaring Tiger on the phone at night? WELL GUESS WHAT. SHE ACTUALLY OFFERS WORDS OF ENCOURAGEMENT. MY LIFE'S BEEN SO STRESSFUL LATELY, AND SHE GETS ME THROUGH THE DAY. UNLIKE YOU. I DON'T GET ANY ENCOURAGEMENT FROM YOU. DON'T BE SURPRISED THAT MANY TIMES, I DO PREFER TO TALK TO HER. ALL I GET FROM YOU IS ADDITIONAL STRESS, AND RIGHT NOW, I CAN'T FUCKING AFFORD THAT.
My parents are going to pick me up on Friday, and take away my phone. What else?
"Don't even think about Talent Show this weekend." Dammit!
These past two days have been so horrible. Fuck my life. fmylife.com has got NOTHING on me right now.
FUCK. >:[
I am going to feel better tomorrow.
Thursday, February 26, 2009
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2 comments:
same here, FML. i feel for you, man...
the only nice thing about the worst day ever is that tomorrow should be better.
... i can't wait for tomorrow.
hang in there!
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